
Ellie Goulding (36) suffered so much! Ten years ago she hooked up with Ed Sheeran (32). But shortly afterward, rumors circulated that Ellie had cheated on the “Perfect” singer with One Direction star Niall Horan (29). For years, the parties involved remained silent on the allegations. It was only at the beginning of the year that the musician denied the rumors with a clip online. But how much Ellie was really bothered by the headlines, she revealed only now!

Speaking to the Daily Mail, the 36-year-old said: “You know, honestly, it has taken a lot out of me…stress isn’t the right word – it caused me a lot of trauma.” Ellie also openly admitted she was jealous that her friends could do whatever they wanted — including “flirts and one-night stands” — while making her feel “like a horrible person.”

The “Lights” interpreter provided clarification on TikTok. Under one of her videos, a follower commented that he couldn’t believe Ellie had cheated on Niall, to which she succinctly responded, “[That’s] wrong!” But as she also revealed, she was under the influence of alcohol while writing the answer! “I think I was really drunk when I wrote that, yes,” Ellie confessed.